Words from the Heart

I had a rather interesting experience yesterday. I received the court order from the Ontario courts with the increase in child support that was granted a month or so ago, and to my surprise, they included a full copy of the transcript from the hearing. I have never received a transcript before, so I read through it, and was hardly surprised to see that John lied under oath three times. Sigh...I got really worked up about it and spoke to my sister in law here, and by the end of our conversation, we both realized it was pointless to be upset when we knew we could never change John's nature. When someone lies enough, it becomes believable to them as well, and unfortunately, that is the case with him. I found out that I could challenge the transcript, and since I have witnesses for two of the lies he told to prove otherwise, he would be charged with perjury, but I can't do the legal thing anymore. I am so tired of it all, and since we are all aware that unless God performs a miracle, John will never change, I will leave it at that. It's so sad that things like this happen. I am grateful to be receiving child support again, though I have to laugh as I received $60 yesterday...??? Compared to what he owes, this was a drop in the bucket...but I won't complain, it could be nothing as it was for months!